Last night, I didn't sleep very well. I kept having nightmares based around the novelette (though it may turn out to be a novella, I'm not sure) I'm writing. In the room I'm sleeping in, there's an open door that looks right into the bathroom. In the bathroom, there's an electrical outlet with a tiny red light on it, that happens to be right next to the mirror. When it's dark, it looks like a pair of big red eyes staring right at me, so even when I could block out the scary images I had created for Reflections in the Window, I was kept company by the demon eyes that watched me as I slept. Not comforting.
I'm not sure how I feel about the fact that my own ideas give me nightmares. Danny says it's a good thing. Of course, I've been living in my mind as Rachel for several hours a day, so it's been on my mind a lot while I try to create ideas to scare her. Since I put myself in her mind, then what scares her scares me. (Or is it vice versa?)
Either way, I'm pretty excited about Reflections in the Window. I think it will turn out better than The Secret Room, and I think the novelette will become my forte. (But I do have some novels planned, too.)
Hey Stefanie,
ReplyDeleteI consider these experiences to be inevitable for all (good ;) ) writers. It's our imagination that defines us - and we have to accept the side effects.
By the way, I like your blog very much! Please excuse my linguistic mistakes - I'm a writer from Germany.
Best wishes,
Lea
Thank you, Lea! I think you are absolutely correct. I appreciate your comment and input.
DeleteWhat part of Germany? I've got German roots- my grandma was 100% German (as her parents, and their parents, and so on), born in Wiesbaden. :) I plan to visit sometime and see the country.
And I see no linguistic mistakes. :)
Best wishes to you, too!
Stefanie
What an amazing coincidence, Stefanie! Actually, i live in the same area, only about two hours away!
DeleteMaybe - and I hope you don't consider this as a sign of impertinence - we could keep in touch!?
I really love reading your blog - oh, this sounds like an officiously teenager ...
But - nevertheless - i'm happy about your answer and i love incidents like that - they make my life exciting ;)
Lea
Lea,
DeleteIt makes me so happy to hear that you enjoy reading my blog! I love writing it, so it's wonderful to hear that people love reading it. :)
Yes, I would love to keep in touch. I looked at your blog, but I can't read/speak German (I plan to learn someday, though).
Those little coincidences make life so interesting, don't they? :)
-Stefanie
I'm glad to hear that. I didn't expect you to read my blog - I just wanted to state "where I come from" =).
ReplyDeleteI just watched "You've got Mail" starring Tom Hanks and Meg Ryan - in Meg's bookshop I spotted a book called "The Secret Room" and instantly thought of you ;) ... that was a surprising experience for me, because I'm not following your blog for a long time now, but it's already following me ... =)
Haha, that's pretty amazing, what an interesting coincidence that you happened to watch that and see that book so shortly after finding my blog. I haven't seen that movie in a few years, but I'll have to watch it again and keep an eye out for "The Secret Room!" :)
DeleteBy the way, may I ask how you found my blog?